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Date: 05 Aug 1998 05:25:03 GMT

Subject: A Marriage Of Convenience *PG13* D R Judd Sc/Sk



A Marriage Of Convenience *PG 13*

Deslea R. Judd

drjudd@tig.com.au drjudd@catholic.org

Copyright 1998



DISCLAIMER



This work is based on The X Files, a creation of Chris Carter

owned by him, Twentieth Century Fox, and Ten-Thirteen

Productions. Julia Capwell is my creation and may not be

used without my written consent (her name was, however,

misappropriated from the defunct soap Santa Barbara).

All other characters remain the intellectual property of those

parties and are used without their consent and without

commercial gain.



OK to archive.



Spoilers: Redux, Redux II, Christmas Carol, Emily.



Category: Story, Romance (Skinner/Scully).



Rating: PG 13.



Summary: Scully and Skinner marry to avoid him being called

to testify against her. But sometimes marriage can be a self-

fulfilling prophecy, and Scully just might find herself in the

process.



NB: Not related to Someone I Trusted, but I promise I'm

working on SIT X!



Fan mail is always appreciated!!! My e-mail is

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A Marriage Of Convenience *PG-13* 1/1

Deslea R. Judd

drjudd@tig.com.au drjudd@catholic.org

Copyright 1998



//I love you, not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with

you. I love you not only for what you are, but for what your love makes

me. --Unknown//



PROLOGUE



      The two figures were striking.

      At All Souls Catholic Church in Annapolis, the couple stood proudly

before Father McCune, their FBI dress uniforms matching those of a large

number of those attending, not least of which was that of the man who had

given the beautiful redhead away with a fond smile.

      Now, the redhead stared up at the taller man at her side, her hand

over his. Her beautiful voice rang out with commitment and resolve.

"Walter, I give you this ring as a sign of my love and fidelity, in the

name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit."

      Scully stared up at Skinner, searching for a reaction, and met with

his affectionate smile. She returned it, and when he leaned forward, she

met his lips with a sweetly chaste kiss. They glanced sidelong at Mulder,

who beamed at them approvingly.

      They re-took their seats, and Scully regarded her new husband

thoughtfully.



ONE



      After Section Chief Blevins had apparently suicided, there had

still remained the question of how the Department of Defense operative,

Scott Ostelhoff, had come to die in Mulder's building. The DOD would

happily have let the matter drop, but unfortunately for the DOD, Ostelhoff

had a wife, and her uncle was a Congressman. There had been an inquest,

and that inquest had handed down a verdict of murder by person or persons

unknown, with a recommendation that Mulder be indicted.

      Mulder had claimed self defense, and his claim had a certain amount

of credibility given he had discovered Ostelhoff watching him. Privately,

Mulder freely admitted to Scully that what had happened had been fifty

percent self defense and fifty percent cold blooded murder, induced by his

confused rage at the discovery of how he had been used earlier that

evening. "All I saw, Scully, was the man who did those things to you and

me and my father and your sister." Nonetheless, he genuinely believed both

then and now that Ostelhoff would have killed him, and felt no qualms of

conscience about his self defense claim.

      The most damaging possible testimony would be, ironically, her own.

Mulder had admitted to killing Ostelhoff to Scully immediately after it

had happened, and due to her illness had not told her that there was any

question of self defense for several days, by which time the inquest

investigation had already begun. Any questioning of her would immediately

destroy his defense. Scully had initially refused to testify, and she had

been held in contempt of court and jailed for several weeks. Finally, she

had been released with a $35,000 fine and had not been called again. Still

wincing over the dent in her savings, Scully had been appalled when Skinner

had then been called to testify, not against Mulder, but against her.

      Julia Capwell, who by now was their collective attorney, had

explained the situation. "Walter, you're the only person who knows

definitively that Dana knew Fox was alive." She ignored Mulder's wince at

her use of the name. "You confronted her, and she didn't deny it. All

three of us know it, and since you were the recipient of the pathology

report which proved Mulder wasn't dead, the other side have a pretty good

idea of it, too. Now, as long as there's no proof Dana knew Mulder was

alive, we're free and clear. Mulder kills Ostelhoff in self defense, and

because he doesn't know who is watching or who he can trust, he goes into

hiding, leaving the body posed as himself to buy him time, not risking

making contact with Dana here. Dana, believing the body is Mulder's,

identifies him as such. Mulder comes out of hiding when Dana is dying and

what with the Blevins stuff doesn't get another chance to tell his story

for days to come, when he makes his formal statement. But as soon as you

testify Mulder made contact with Dana before her collapse, everything

changes. The jury will assume he gave Dana his first and most immediate

version of events, which in their minds will be the most credible, and

presumably he never once mentioned self defense, or else she would have

testified. It also makes her an accessory after the fact. Dana has

refused to testify, and that looked bad, but not as bad as her testimony.

And we did manage to salvage that somewhat by getting Mulder to testify

about their difference of opinion about Emily's adoption, painting it as a

possible grudge thing. But Walter, I don't see that you can follow suit.

You'll be accused of covering up the truth, and your career will be

worthless. A partner showing what is perceived to be misguided loyalty, or

misguided hostility, is one thing, but the Assistant Director is quite

another."

      Skinner had nodded slowly, and Scully had been alarmed at the idea

of his career going down the drain over this. Mulder, more realistic, had

understood that had been the case for a long time anyway. But the prospect

that Skinner might be sacked, leaving the post open for another supervisor

who might interfere with their work, was a worrying one.

      They had quibbled about this for some time, Julia forgotten; but

finally, their lawyer had gotten their attention. Granted it at last, she

had made her fateful suggestion. With a quiet voice quite unlike the one

that had been used to yell, "Will you all shut the fuck up?", she'd said

cooly, "Well, Walter, you could always marry her."

      Scully had stared at Julia, thunderstruck. She knew, of course,

that a husband could not be called to testify against his wife; but, dear

God, marriage? If it came to that she could always have married Mulder and

been done with it. //Would have saved me a second mortgage for that damn

fine, at any rate//, she thought ruefully. She looked at Skinner, and was

stunned to see a thoughtful expression on his face which told her clearly

he was considering it.

      Julia had left them to it after that, instructing them to brief her

on their decision within twenty four hours. Two pizzas and three bottles

of wine later, the three of them had hammered out a plan which would allow

their work to continue unhampered. Bureau marriages were permitted;

marriages between superior and subordinate were not. In this plan, Mulder

remained head of the X Files project, now exclusively. Scully, meanwhile,

was transferred to head a new, Special Projects section of the the

Scientific Analysis Unit at Quantico and was responsible to Section Chief

Rudolph, who fortunately was more interested in science than internal

politics. Mulder then used his support budget to purchase the exclusive

services of the Special Projects Unit, making her his consulting partner,

but technically not accountable to Skinner. Technically she was first and

foremost accountable to her client, Mulder; and secondarily to Rudolph, who

could not possibly have cared less. From Rudolph's perspective, any

trouble she got into was her client's lookout, not his. A fortunate bonus

was that Scully got a new and heftier budget with which she was able to

purchase a small, much-needed support staff. Giddy with relief, Mulder had

left, leaving Scully and Skinner lazing drowsily on the floor at right

angles to one another, their heads close. From this vantage point, they

stared out the picture window at the sleet.

      Scully's head was swimming. Within hours she had gone from staring

down the barrel of a sentence for being an accessory for murder to staring

down the barrel of a sentence of marriage to Skinner. There was confusion

and amazement, and also, if she were honest, a dawning hope. Could this be

the change she had been seeking in her life since she had so nearly died?

A shared life with someone? Marriage, something she had not thought of for

many a long year...could this be what she longed for?

      At last, Skinner spoke. "Scully...Dana. What do you think about

all this?"

      Scully was quiet for a long moment, but finally, she said in a low

voice, "It's different for Mulder. Marriage is something you can do in a

registry office and then undo. I'm not like that. I believe that marriage

is a commitment you make for life. I have no use for marriage of any other

kind."

      "Nor do I," he said softly.

      "And yet how do we let Mulder go to jail for this?" she asked

wretchedly. "We can't."

      They stayed there for long moments, still staring at the sleet.

Finally, Skinner spoke; but the voice was that of a very different Skinner.

"Dana, there is a way."

      She said nothing; only tilted her head slightly to catch sight of

his expression.

      He continued. "We could get married for real - for life."

      Still she was silent; but now, she rolled onto her side and leaned

over him. She waited.

      A frown passed over his face. "I don't know how to explain what I

mean, Dana. But - we're friends. Confidantes. I'm comfortable with you.

You make me smile when we work on something together and you say something

that makes me do a double-take. It may not be the stuff of romance

stories, but we could be happy together, I think. Content. I think we

could make a home together, a life together."

      "So do I," she said softly. "I know we could."

      "Do you think you'd ever regret it?" he asked with a pang. "Wish

you'd waited for Mr Right, that sort of thing?"

      She thought a moment, just to be sure; but then she shook her head

decisively. "No. No, I wouldn't. I've had the swelling music and the

heart-bursting passion. It doesn't last. I want something that will last,

Walter. I want to be with someone I can give myself to and know they'll

always be there, and that they're strong enough to give me what I need

without being swamped by me."

      "Me, too," he said softly. "What Sharon and I had was too flighty.

It lasted seventeen years, and it probably would have lasted another

seventeen if she hadn't died; but we were people who skittered across one

another's nerves constantly. We were too different." He sighed, "But I

did love her. Very much."

      Scully took his hand. "So what are you suggesting, Walter? That

we try to fall in love?" There was mischief in her voice.

      He smiled at that, but shook his head. "Just that we live together

as life partners. As for love...it'll happen in it's own time. Or maybe

it won't."

      She nodded slowly. "But it will be okay, even if it doesn't, I

think," she said slowly. "Because we're working to be partners as we are

now, not because that might happen sometime later - right?"

      "Right."

      They were silent for a long time after that, the only sound the

driving rain. Finally, Scully had said diffidently, "Walter?"

      "Yes?"

      "If this is for life, I want to marry in the Church," she said softly.

      He nodded. "So do I."

      It had been decided as simply as that; and finally, they had gone

to bed. Skinner had not slept on the lounge as they had first decided

after a certain level of inebriation; instead, he had slept in her bed,

both of them dressed, their bodies curled together in an intimately chaste

embrace. She had slept, comforted, and sweetly content; and that was the

beginning of her understanding that she did love him, after all.



TWO



      "Congratulations, Dana. I'm so pleased."

      Scully came to herself. "Thank you, Holly." She lowered her gaze.

"You know, I'm sorry I gave you the brush-off when we thought Mulder was

dead. I just didn't know how to deal with it. I did appreciate what you

tried to do for me."

      The tiny brunette gave her a compassionate smile. "I understand,

Dana, really." Her tone brightened. "But Mulder's alive, and the case

looks like being dropped, and you've married a wonderful man. Everything's

come right for you, Dana."

      Scully felt a shadow pass over her, the shadow of children who

would never be; but it passed. "Yes, Holly, I think it has." She gave a

sudden grin. "So when can we expect to hear wedding bells from you?"

      Holly gave a sidelong glance at Kimberley, who was sharing an

affectionate exchange with Skinner. Her expression was a fond one. "Her

parents are still having trouble with this, Dana. We want to give them

time, if we can, before we take that step. We don't want to drive them

away by moving too fast for them."

      Scully counselled softly, "Don't wait too long, Holly. It's your

life," she added, thinking of her mother's dismay at the news of her own

marriage to Skinner. "Part of being a parent has to be letting go."

      Holly looked suddenly bereft. "I know, Dana. I know." Thinking

of Emily, she took the older woman's hand. "She's with you today, you

know."

      Scully bit back the tears which suddenly threatened. "I know she

is, Holly." She pulled the other woman close. "Thank you."

      They stayed that way for a long moment, but then Skinner cleared

his throat. "You going after my staff again, Holly?" he demanded with a

glint in his eye.

      "You treat her right, Sir, or I just might," Holly rejoined.

      Kimberley rolled her eyes. "Come on, you incorrigible flirt. I

want to dance."

      They watched them depart, arm in arm, and Scully said as an amused

aside, "I don't know how my brother's coping with the lesbian contingent."

Her hand closed around his unselfconsciously, her tone reflective. "They

make a sweet couple, though."

      Skinner gave a low snort of laughter. "Funnily enough, Kimberley

just said exactly the same thing to me about you and I."

      Scully turned to him. "Really?" she asked, pleased.

      He nodded. "She said we were very adult. She said that Holly and

she admired the fact that we were such good friends - she said she thought

it made a good foundation for a marriage." He gave a low sigh. "I don't

know if she was hinting at anything - God knows, if anyone knows the

reasons for this, she does - but she said she believed with time we'd make

each other very happy."

      Scully scoffed, "Walter, they //all// know." She added slowly, "I

think she's right."

      Skinner squeezed her fingers gently. "Me too."

      They went to the dance floor, and they went into one another's arms.



PART 2 IMMEDIATELY FOLLOWS



A Marriage Of Convenience *PG13* 2/2

Deslea R. Judd

drjudd@tig.com.au drjudd@catholic.org

Copyright 1998



DISCLAIMERS ETC IN PART 1



      Frohike, Langly, and Byers sat at what could only be regarded as

the outcasts table, a table for those who knew no-one else (or, in the case

of Mulder, who had left the bridal party's table to join them, people whom

no-one wanted to know). By a strange twist of fate - and the mischievous

hand of Scully - Bill and Tara Scully were seated in the table adjacent and

had no choice but to converse with them. Bill was positively monosyllabic,

blaming Mulder as he did for Scully's recent prison holiday, but Tara took

delight in the discussion.

      Langly spoke. "So Mulder, do you think they'll be happy?" For

even those close to the couple who knew of the reasons for the union had

been told that the marriage was permanent and would not be ending in

divorce after the trial.

      Byers pointed to them dancing. They stood in an embrace which was

so innocent, so uncomplicated that it was pure, their locked gazes

childlike with gentle fondness. "What do you think?" he asked with a pang

of envy.

      Mulder looked on with a bittersweet smile. "I think she's married

her soul mate. I just don't think she knows it yet."

      Frohike and Bill both harrumphed, and were both similarly ignored.

Bill snarled, "So how does it feel to be a free man, Mulder? Was it worth

offering my sister over to some guy like a common whore?"

      Tara jabbed him with her elbow. "Bill!" she reprimanded, upset.

      Mulder snapped, "The only reason I don't slug you like you deserve,

Scully, is that your sister would kill me."

      "Don't bother," Frohike muttered in Mulder's ear. "I put itching

powder in his napkin."

      Scully would have been proud of the self-control Mulder displayed

at at that; but he was saved from having to reply to either Frohike or Bill

by the sound of a microphone. Mulder returned to his table for the toasts.

      Skinner rose. "Well, ladies and gentlemen, it's no secret among

any of us that circumstances have dictated the timing of this wedding; and

I thank you all for coming on just a week's notice. But don't be misled by

that fact." He turned to Scully. "I stand here before you profoundly

honoured to have taken Dana for my wife. She is without doubt the most

beautiful, brilliant person I have ever known." Scully turned a gratifying

shade of pink. "She challenges me, and she makes me be honest with myself

and others. She is breathtakingly strong and compassionate, and she is

very dear to me. I'm a very lucky man." Scully, her eyes bright,

acknowledged him with a little nod of her head, her lips trembling even

through her smile. She rose at his gesture, and allowed him to kiss her

hand. "To Dana, and all who are privileged to know her."

      He moved to sit, but she restrained him with a gentle touch. As

the goodnatured toasts died down, she said slowly, "It is frightening to

think that if not for circumstance we might not have seen this day." She

met his gaze. "It is frightening to me that I have known this man for five

years, and that this incredible future we now share could have passed me by

in the blink of an eye." She turned to the congregation, most of whom were

her friends, but a handful of whom were foes, Bureau operatives who

shadowed their every move. "I have lost much in the last five years - my

father, my sister, and recently my daughter. Those losses, and most

especially that of my daughter, remain part of me always. But God has seen

fit to give me a new future with the blessing of those I loved in my old

life. For that, and for you, Walter, I will always be thankful." She

stopped, unable to continue, and simply raised her glass.

      He leaned forward, and she kissed him tenderly. "Thank you,

Walter," she whispered.

      "And you," he said huskily. "Oh, Dana," he breathed.

      They were interrupted by Mulder clearing his throat. "I'm going to

make this short and sweet, because I can't hold a candle to that anyway.

The very first time Scully met Skinner, her first words to me describing

the encounter were, 'He just wanted to reel me in'. Well, Sir, you've

finally done it. Congratulations, and may you dream of Mulder-free

conferences."

      "I'll drink to that!" Walter laughed, and Mulder and Scully laughed

with him.



THREE



      It was that night that the question of making love arose.

      When Scully stripped off her Bureau dress uniform, it revealed a

negligee of the richest ivory silk, hand embroidered with heavy gold

thread. Skinner raised a questioning eyebrow. "Is this a hint, Dana?"

His voice was kind.

      She gave a sheepish grin. "Mom bought it. She said if I wasn't

going to look like a bride outside I was damn well going to look like one

inside."

      He couldn't keep the admiration out of his voice. "Oh, you do,

Dana. Believe me, you do." He sobered. "Doesn't she know we haven't - uh

-"

      She cut him off. "She hopes tonight will be the night."

      "Do you?" he asked piercingly.

      She hesitated. "I - I'd like to," she admitted slowly. "I don't

want us to spend our lives alone - you know, that way. But we've been so

happy these last few weeks as we are, as friends. I don't want to risk

what we have." Her voice became lower. "I don't want to lose you."

      He drew her close. "You won't, Scully." He felt her mould herself

to his body, her soft cheek warm against his bare chest. She must be aware

of him through his trousers, hard against her stomach, but she neither

pushed him away nor pulled him closer, but simply accepted it for what it

was, that he wanted her. Her acceptance stunned and exhilirated him in

turn. "I know this is awkward. We're people who have never been lovers,

but we've made a life together. There was a time, and it wasn't so long

ago, when people married this way all the time, but that's not our culture.

It's strange to us." She raised her head to meet his gaze, and nodded her

agreement with his assessment. "But Dana, you're my wife now. We promised

to make a life together, to live as man and wife, and we're both people of

our word. It may not happen tonight, or tomorrow night, or even this year,

but we're going to find a way to make it work. I'm in this for the long

haul."

      Against all her will, she felt her eyes sting with sudden tears at

what he was offering her. Permanence. Security. The things Scully had

craved all her life, sought in her religion and her science and in Mulder.

And here they were, handed to her by a man who wanted nothing more of her

than her own resolve, resolve she lived by anyway. This was not a man who

would take and take and take, like Mulder; this was not a man who would

ever let let her go to prison for him or put her in a situation where such

a thing was necessary. This was not a man who would rail at her with

furious betrayal on that day when she finally decided her life or her

family was more important than his cause. This was a man who would accept

her, support her, whatever she did. She felt her tightly contructed,

protective walls crumbling; and it was a relief. At last, she spoke. "So

am I."

      He kissed her forehead. "Let's go to bed."

      So she let him lead her to their bed, still unsure whether he would

make love to her, but trusting him and herself to make everything okay.

      But he didn't.



EPILOGUE



      When she woke, she felt peace.

      He was still curled protectively around her body, his arms loosely

around her. Vaguely, she remembered him stroking her breast as they

dropped off to sleep, him kissing her neck; and yet they had been innocent

touches, leading no further than themselves, just as her kissing his

fingers and nuzzling deeper into his body had been. As before when they

had slept together, she felt content. It was as though, in a strange way,

this chaste intimacy gave her something lovemaking never could: reassurance

that she could be loved for who she was, rather than what she did or what

she could give. Idly, she wondered whether them making love might actually

spoil it.

      And then he stirred, and kissed her sweetly on her shoulder, and

she thought, //No. As long as he kisses me that way, I will know.//

      So she turned to face him, and she tenderly kissed his lips, her

tongue caressing him for the first time. "Walter," she whispered. "I love

you for what you've given me."

      He looked at her, his reply unmistakeable, but his eyebrow was

raised in question.

      "Me," she explained softly. "You've given me me."



END



Author's note: I wanted to go on from this, really; but I didn't think

there was anything more to say. Let me know if you beg to differ. Deslea